Amazing summer experience

I live for summer. The smell of the beach. The sound of the ocean. The freedom of a few weeks, kidless and fancy-free. The concept of no-school. The 3 month period where no one expects anything. Even as an adult, I feel - this is the time I get to be me - 100%.
I have been planning a trip abroad, but took an opportunity to spend some time time with someone I have been wanting to get to spend personal/ one-on-one time with. A road trip - old school.

My trip started in Moab and traversed the desert National Parks via Bryce Canyon and Zion. This portion of the trip included camping, which is not my ideal of vacation, but I am open to trying new things so I jumped aboard. I camped for a few days. I took in the sights of the beautiful National Parks. I readied myself for Las Vegas which is my playground for most summers (at least one week).
Las Vegas is one of the few places in this country where you can truly let yourself go and its considered part of what's expected. Part of the ease of Vegas is not having to be accountable for your actions. Gamble, party and just rock on!
I realized this trip that the camping portion was the most relaxing part because I did not have to show up and be a rock star...for once. I could hike and be quiet and just let someone else take the reigns for once.
It's exhausting to be "on" all the time and this is the first time I realized that I don't want to be on - sometimes I just want to chill... and this week I got to chill.
And my brother happened to have a baby while I was on vacation...so I got to be an aunt... How hot is that?

skateboards and no fear

Remember what it felt like to be 7?

To have no worries and no fear?

To jump off ramps on your bicycle and skate as fast as you could downhill, with no helmet or knee pads?

Remember life before responsibility?

Watching my son at the skatepark today reminded me of what life was like 30 years ago, when summertime never seemed to end. My bike was the only thing I had to worry about and I had a chain to keep it safe from thieves when I sat in the library for hours on end getting lost in Nancy Drew books.

The skatepark today has so many things nostalgic of youth. There were kids of all ages, young and young at heart. Now as I sat and watched my son enjoy his (yet to be) nostalgic days, I just pondered my responsibility. Even a small break in the day or the weekend still lends itself to contemplation of all things accountable for. Difficult to escape under any terms.

Kids of all ages, cultures, and skill levels skated around the park just being.

Today I wanted to get on a skateboard and just skate as fast as I could - catching air and not worrying about a broken bone or spraining a knee or my back. I wanted to drop in to the bowl and feel the wind against my face. Then I wanted to get on my bike and just ride. Ride all day like I used to when I was 10 years old. My only worry then was being home before dark.

I didn't think about how much insurance cost and if it would cover more than one trip to the hospital if I had already sprained my knee skiing this year.
I didn't think about other kids suing me if I accidentally kicked my board into their face and they required stitches.

I didn't think about anything except the freedom of my wheels.